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Thursday, August 6, 2009 @ 1:39 AM
Once again
Yes I haven't been updating for some time again. My internship for Shanghai was confirmed in the evening at 7pm which had me really taken aback because I was not expecting it, I had even thoughts of withdrawing from applying for OIAP because I was succumbing to the stress of not securing a place.
Upon receiving the news, I was elated and sad at the same time! It is really quite hard to explain the way I feel (I still feel this way now). It is like happy that I get to put myself to the challenge and experience the world, but sad that I am leaving my EVERYTHING behind. My family, my beloved bedroom, my friends, I am going to leave a part of myself behind!
I was still pretty calm when telling my mother about going to Shanghai, and she was happy for me. But when I was sitting in the kitchen, she kept sitting quietly beside me while I was using my laptop. My brother came to my room and teared as he told me that I am the person whom he is closest to in the family. Gosh, I am going to cry just thinking about it. Then Farrah also cried, which made me wanna cry. Hahaha~ Happy and Sad. This feeling is hard to come by.
ANyway! Photos from NDP last week! August 1st!
From not knowing them at all because I missed out on the bonding session, to being part of the craziest group of people ever. G1~~~~~ :D Btw, I am frantically trying to have gatherings with all my friends now before I fly off. I am going to treasure my time in Singapore!!! I love Singapore.