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Wednesday, October 24, 2007 @ 9:49 PM
bu yong ma fan le
I dunno whether this mess is cleared up, somehow it seems a little superficial. I will never force myself to like someone whom I really dislike, dislike to an extent that even the thought of seeing this specific person would make me feel moodless. And there are people who should change their way of thinking, to take up a new attitude to face the situation they are in, or else the problem will never be solved. I think this applies to myself too.
There are many things that I need to learn, because at the age of 18 I am still so ignorant. I have learnt a lot after stepping out from the comfort zone of a structured education system to another system where everything is so, different. Of course I love Poly life, but things are so much more complicated from my point of view. I am damn confused, and I really don't know how to express myself in words. I want to say it out, but it's too complicated. So complicated I can only put my problems into a stupid blog entry for the world to laugh at.
WTF IS HAPPENING TO THIS WORLD?