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i am shaine
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Friday, July 20, 2007 @ 9:18 PM
pain pain pain pain pain
PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN. a thousand "PAIN" 's can never describe the pain i'm feeling now. after the operation, mum was really nice to bring me to eat cold noodles at ichiban sushi! yeah, but i could hardly eat. and i can't even bite a small bit of sushi without feeling great pain. i cried each time the pain exceeded my limits. wah lao, the doctor told me there wasn't going to be any pain lor. *curses a few nice words*
ok, when i wanted to transfer to the green line over at jurong east MRT station, found out that something happened and the train service was disrupted! dunno what the hell happened lah, then had to change to a shuttle bus to queenstown MRT. i was late for my surgery already! so in then end i pushed back the surgery time, then my mother was later than me. for those who dont know, ppl below 21 years old have to get parents' consent when they undergo surgery! lame right! because my mother was SO late, they did the surgery without her first, then seeked her consent. hahah. dumb dumb!
the doc gave me 2 injections. i didn't know there was 2, so after the first one, i thought he was already doing the operation. NO! the second injection was damn painful and i felt that one whole part of my gums was pulled out. KNNNNN! the operation itself was terrible lah, then when the doctor told me he's going to stitch up the wound, i got so scared i cried. LOL! cannot let me hear anything bout "needles", "stitching up the wound" etc, or else i'll really get a nervous breakdown. i couldnt feel the doctor stitching up the wound lah, but i could feel the string going in and out. $%#%$^$%*&( then i was made to bite a piece of cotton. imagine my jelliness when the cotton was removed. so much blood sia. T_T
things i'm afraid of:
1. BLOOD
2. INJECTIONS /NEEDLES
3. lizards
4. cockroaches
5. dying
i went through 2 of my 5 fears today. hiong enough already. hahahh.