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music profile Create Your Badge i am shaine and i will be 23 coming august 31st. archives January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 April 2011 May 2011 July 2011 October 2011 December 2011 January 2012 June 2012 October 2012 footprints xoxo |
Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 11:45 PM
life is short, treasure it this morning, i managed to wake up early. went to mandai crematorium to get the ashes. i always thought ashes would be just grey powder, but to my surprise, the "ashes" were bits and pieces of bones. while walking to the ashes collection centre, saw on this screen that a foetus was going to be cremated. omg lah. i was damn stunned, because the life havent even started and it's going to end. THEN i saw the small coffin for myself! they carried the coffin into one of the service halls when we walked past. the coffin was shorter than my arm. seeing it just makes me feel a bit 心酸. off to the CCK columbarium, a peaceful and beautiful place. while arrangements were being made, we went off walking around and looking at other tablets(or whatever they are called). saw one where the person was born in 1911! that's so damn long ago, and the picture was of him wearing those chinese dynasty clothes. wah... then i went to this section where there were quite a number of kids! coincidence or what i dunno. there was this boy who's supposed to be the same age as my brother if he was alive, then there was a baby who lived for less than 6 months after he was born, a 5 year old girl... so many of them... after i saw these just felt sad lah. can't really explain why. their parents must have been heartbroken. we went back to grandmother's hse after that, then we had lunch together at pioneer mall. work at night was fine, today's my last night at work. took pictures, exchanged food with sushi tei, joked around. :)) the service staff! regina, min haz and me. annie went home already. :(
happy birthday gaomei. :)) |